| Thursday, May 27th, 2004 |
| 9:53 pm |
i dont know anything anymore |
| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004 |
| 1:43 am |
what happened to everything ? ...
... i have been asking myself that question constantly the past few months and i really really dont know. things change and thats completely expected, and you deal with it and love it and hate it- but it hard to let things go when what takes their place is so uncertain... |
| Sunday, May 23rd, 2004 |
| 12:46 am |
does this happen to anyone else?
you get kinda excited for some certain event... in the back of your head you think of the way it will turn out if you have really bad luck, and what people would say to let you down, then you are ready to go and waiting by the door, it's finally going to really be real, but not yet because you are still waiting- and the bad luck you thought about before really happens to you- everytime, and you can know you'll be let down before anyone even opens their mouth, until everything that might mean something to you turns into nothing and the bad luck and disapointment is what you've come to expect for yourself... every time ? |
| Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 |
| 2:09 am |
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
so you sit next to her and pretend its the same as it has been forever, and maybe it has been like this forever... but you dont know how i see it from the putside and what kills me. the lies that fall so easily out of your mouth, the way that the devoted love in her eyes is so aparent even from across the room; you are poisoning her innocence and you dont give a shit. what am i doing? |
| Sunday, May 16th, 2004 |
| 1:25 am |
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| Sunday, January 25th, 2004 |
| 4:47 pm |
wrens rocked at maxwells = good night Current Mood:  happy |
| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003 |
| 10:48 pm |
fat snowmen last longer
finally done with finals, and the last day before i go home for winter break... even though i'll be back saturday for matt's graduation. all my stuff is packed to move (if i can dig out the contour) and my room is bare, it is sad to leave my roomate, but we will reunite in 1 semester... in a spacious apartment! i am excited to go home for the holidays and see all the people that i miss so much when i'm away. of course ill miss everyone here a lot when im home. i'm really bad at leaving places. 13 more hours in the fall semester- - - - - : ) tomorrow night= cinnabun date!!!! night Current Mood: mellow |
| Saturday, December 6th, 2003 |
| 5:33 pm |
today has been nothing but work. the second i got up i went straight to the computer and have gone no stop since then. the past 2 weeks have been so stressful and sad. this week i am moving, have to get done more work than ever, and pack stuff to go home on wednesday. Current Mood:  tired |
| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003 |
| 8:13 pm |
"I guess it is wrong always thinking about tomorrow. Maybe we should think only about today." ~ Linus SOCCCCCCCCCAHHHHHHHHH ! ! ! ! ! ! ... when we meet on a cloud, we'll be laughing out loud, we'll be laughing above everyone we see... Current Mood:  okay |
| Sunday, November 16th, 2003 |
| 11:49 pm |
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| Saturday, November 15th, 2003 |
| 4:03 pm |
today i am just really happy for some reason Current Mood: happy |
| Thursday, November 13th, 2003 |
| 10:46 am |
...it's a rather blustery sort of day out... -winnie the pooh
...i don't mind the weather, i've got scarves and caps and sweaters, i've got longjohns under slacks for blustery days. i think thats its brainless to assume that making changes to your window's view will give a new perspective.... Current Mood: happy |
| Sunday, November 9th, 2003 |
| 4:46 pm |
long weekend
this weekend's summary: ~drove chris home in the POURING rain with fog ~spend the morning with my wonderful boyfriend and then did some christmas shopping ~drove down to rutgers to see Big M on her BIRTHDAY!!!!!! ~got to see some PR friends and ALI!!! ~saw the funniest thing in the entire world...a girl that had this ridiculous shirt on with a bizillion designer holes in it, got it stuck to the button of her friends pants and it took them litterally 25 or 30 minutes to get detached; but this was occuring in the middle of the party and there were only christmas lights on so they had to use a lighter to see and there were about 7 other people holding thier lighters up for light- but they were really just drawing more attention to the girl kneeling with her hand in the other girls croch-very funny/entertaining ~wrote hykus about dave and eric getting chics ~got to chill with ali on a 5 am trip home and to CVS ~came back to school and went to the freeeezing cold football game with my parents :) ~played beer pong with MY MOM- (good thing that we did not play with the shutout rule because i dont think my mom would have played another game) :O ~slept on the couch... again and who knows what will happen tonight but i am definalty sleeping a l000000000000nd time Current Mood:  anxious |
| Sunday, October 26th, 2003 |
| 9:06 pm |
this weekend was oar on friday and i just wasn't into it. i felt really out of place for some reason that i cant explain; it's pretty ironic that i could have been right in the front for oar with 1000's of college students but i got escorted off the roof of a frying stand in coney island trying to see modest mouse with my best friends. some things suck a lot. anyway saturday and sunday i took a wildernesss first-aid course from 7:45am- 6pm both days and i loved so much. mike and matt (the instructors) were really funny and knew a lot of really interesting and useful things.the were from a wilderness medical school in wyoming. we used stage makeup and did a lot of practical acting out of situations. i met a really great girl,lauren, who graduated from penn state and reminded me of a teacher i had as a sophmore. i am really happy that i signed up for that course- i am now prepared for anything while in the wilderness. kym colleen mike rob matt- i love you guys! jen thanks you for checking around horror movie style. you made me so worried hb! miss my family a lot :( hopefully this week will go quicky cause soon its HALLOWEEN- my favorite holiday!!!!!! Current Mood: exhausted |
| Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003 |
| 11:33 pm |
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elliot smith died and it hit me like i lost my best friend. when someones music takes you all the way through your teenage years and you love for it never changes you know that it is something very amazing. those are songs that i hear and i think of the times that i fell in love with my best friends listening to them. an extrodinarily talented and unique person is gone forever. Current Mood: lost |
| Thursday, October 16th, 2003 |
| 6:00 pm |
i got the nicest surprise in the mail this morning- thanks ry!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 i am SO lucky <3 <3 <3 Current Mood: happy |
| Tuesday, October 14th, 2003 |
| 10:17 am |
once in a while i think i should drop out of school. i cant take stress at all. today i woke up worrying and that is always a bad way to start a day. i miss my family a lot. i'm not sure how things with the house here are going to work out, but part of being stressed is from living in a tiny confined space. i really miss my sister and ry a lot, they always make me happy. i have been thinking about pete and going to india, maybe i should do that before i finish school? what am i doing? ? Current Mood:  confused |
| Sunday, October 12th, 2003 |
| 10:59 pm |
sunday night
this weekend was fun. i went to the pajamma party and felt really silly about waking around in my slippers, but it was ok. i had a late night talk and slept on the couch, and had to go home in the moring still in the slippers ugh. friday i got absolutely no work done at all and decided to go home at night. got to see ry and cher and chen AND ALI!!!!!- that was fun. went on a little hike and a nice sunday drive hehe. finish my 10 page paper and took a lonnnng mellow drive back. nice <3 Current Mood: calm |
| Wednesday, October 8th, 2003 |
| 6:28 pm |
*** never forget why you fell in love with each of your friends in the first place...life is too short Current Mood: touched |
| Tuesday, October 7th, 2003 |
| 10:03 am |
MY DAD IS SOOOO GREAT!!!
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Hope this is a great day for you. Think happy things. Do happy things. Laugh at everything. Smile all day long." -my dad |
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